I don't have the internet in my new apartment yet, so getting online hasn't occured so much. I'm at Victoria's Espresso right now in the valley because they have free WiFi--it's great!
I'm noticing definite inconsistancy in my day-to-day behavior as far as being Christian goes. I don't mean that some days I pray all day and some days I do drugs and sleep around.. that's not it at all. I just notice that for about a week and a half to two week span, I'm really good about praying and generally building my relationship with God. But, I go through those times where He and I just don't talk much. I'm not sure why that is, but I suppose since I AM human afterall, I'm not going to be perfect with everything. It's also hard to stay consistent when I'm around so many people who aren't necessarily Godly, to say the least. AND I just had my 21st birthday. Now, I'm not going to lie here, I did go out and enjoy my birthday to the fullest extent, but as the enemy tempts me, I will be strong and do the right thing. Sometimes I think it would just be easier to stay away from every little thing that could potentially tempt me, but that's not living!..is it?
Right now I just desire to learn more about God and get into the Bible more and find out some answers for myself instead of just listening to everyone around me. But of course, it's hard to sit down and focus on things when you work and have things going on and have that enemy whispering in your ear giving you excuses NOT to read. :)
Either way, God is doing great things in my life right now, and I love Him for it!
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