God is my Girlfriend

God is like that brutally honest girlfriend that you have. She's the one who isn't afraid to just tell it like it is, even if it creates drama in friendships or severs relationships. She can't sit back and watch you get hurt, she has to say something, even if it changes your life drastically.

God didn't want me to be hurt anymore, He didn't want me to be unhappy. He has saved me from a situation that was only going to get worse and worse as every day passed. Even though it made me have to go through a period of mourning, He's going to be by my side every step of the way to make sure I'm okay. He is showing me what kind of person I was giving my attention to and letting disrespect me on a daily basis. He saved me from this person and is giving me the opportunity to do so much personal growth and leave him in the dust.

What's funny is that at BLAZE, God not only told me to talk to Mellisa, He also told me to be prepared for Jesse and her to be together again. Of course, Jesse said no way, but look how things are lining up; he and I broke up, Mellisa and her boyfriend broke up, and now they're spending time together.

On one hand, it makes me sick to my stomach. But on the other hand, I pray to this God who saved me to save her too.

I'm a survivor.