Tonight's Prayer

Father God... I appologize for the moments where I lack in my faith for You. I know that You are the superior One and You have a plan for me and my life, but I hope You understand that I am only human, and the worldly influences win me over sometimes. I suppose that's just the enemy telling me that I should be lonely if I don't have a relationship. The enemy is trying to tell me that I don't have anything in my life and I am not worth anything. I rebuke those thoughts and feelings in the name of Jesus, they are all lies! You see my worth and beauty, after all, I was created in Your image, and I just know that You are preparing me and this world for what I have to offer. I trust in You that You know what You're doing. I absolutely cannot let the feelings and the enemy get to me and bring me down. You have blessed me with a supportive family and supportive friends, and I thank You for that. Thank You for everyone at Jacob's Well and how much they've made me feel welcome and made me feel like I belong there even though I'm not Jesse's girlfriend anymore. Lord, I must realize and accept the fact that I can't control what Jesse does with his life. I can care about him, but that's all. You have a plan for his life too. I just need to trust YOU, and nothing else. There will come a day when my puzzle of life will be completed and I will look back on these days and thank You even more for giving me this strength. I'm trusting in You, Father... I'll just sit back, enjoy every sunny day, and let You do Your work. Amen.